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I dont get it. Get ready for work detail, etc. Nothing showed up when I paid for a legit, national background check. I think my 1 thing was sealed?
I do have lots of enemies. It seems to have intensified since getting saved. True story. Plus, my parents are doing well financially, and they have enemies who tried to ruin their careers, etc. Sounds dramatic...I think it's just the way the world works, especially when upward mobility comes into play.
So please, please keep my parents and me up in prayer. Thanks.
 
Christ_empowered said:
I dont get it. Get ready for work detail, etc. Nothing showed up when I paid for a legit, national background check. I think my 1 thing was sealed?
I do have lots of enemies. It seems to have intensified since getting saved. True story. Plus, my parents are doing well financially, and they have enemies who tried to ruin their careers, etc. Sounds dramatic...I think it's just the way the world works, especially when upward mobility comes into play.
So please, please keep my parents and me up in prayer. Thanks.
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Will do.
 
Ugh. This is frustrating. I am blessed. I am thankful. I am also...
Dealing with schizophrenia. Hallucinations are minimal. Even off meds, I can go a while without major symptoms. Maybe that's why I was labeled with bipolar disorder for a while there? I dunno...
The voices are popping up, probably from being picked on more. Not a pity party, just...it is what it is.

Driving to my parents house today, I had voices. Ugh. Scary thing? They were more realistic than usual. Blah. I am going to try to nap and get good sleep tonight, too.
 
Me. Again. Lol.

My parents are amazing people, and they are good to me. No one else around here cares for or about me. I'm beginning to think I never was a member of this community, just some kid who would end up in prison. Ugh. By Gods grace, I am free, healthy, have never been to prison, and...

Maybe that's the core issue, here? God's work in my life and my parents lives?
 
Christ_empowered said:
I dont get it. Get ready for work detail, etc. Nothing showed up when I paid for a legit, national background check. I think my 1 thing was sealed?
I do have lots of enemies. It seems to have intensified since getting saved. True story. Plus, my parents are doing well financially, and they have enemies who tried to ruin their careers, etc. Sounds dramatic...I think it's just the way the world works, especially when upward mobility comes into play.
So please, please keep my parents and me up in prayer. Thanks.
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praying
 
Christ_empowered said:
Me. Again. Lol.

My parents are amazing people, and they are good to me. No one else around here cares for or about me. I'm beginning to think I never was a member of this community, just some kid who would end up in prison. Ugh. By Gods grace, I am free, healthy, have never been to prison, and...

Maybe that's the core issue, here? God's work in my life and my parents lives?
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might also be jealousy - often people attack people they are jealous of
 
Christ_empowered said:
Maybe that's the core issue, here? God's work in my life and my parents lives?
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Makes sense to me. Remember the book of Job? It described how evil spirits have to go before Jesus and ask permission to sift one of His children. Sometimes He says no. Sometimes He will say yes and use it as a test of you. So...you seem to be getting tested a lot. Actually that's probably a good thing in that the greater preparation the greater the reward.
 
Well...the family end of things is going well. Saw parents today. Both were...genuinely kind to me. And mama made it clear that I am part of the family. Not super mega touchy feely about it, but....yeah. God is Good, clearly.

Rumors and such are all around me. Oh well. Now that I stop to think about it, the truth of God's work in my life is...amazing, at least for my parents and me. I think it's enough to make some people really, really angry. Oh well...

Thanks for the prayers and support.
 
More good times with the family. Even my dad seems to really enjoy my company. And...

Community stuff is rough. Not to pity party too much. I could have gone to prison. I didn't. I am not even a felon. And so...

Someone near my condo just yelled about calling the police. I just got home 20 minutes ago. I've been off probation for over 3 years now, and the record seems to have been sealed. Control, control, control.

I don't know...so much happened. I got saved nearly 8 years ago. Parents are retired, not rich but above middle class. Good for them...runs some people the wrong way, I guess.

Someone just said I have a federal warrant? I hope I don't, obviously. I doubt I do, is the thing. The only reason I got probation, the only reason the record seems to be sealed....

Good old boy lawyer. True story. Gift from God, working through my upwardly mobile parents...

Otherwise, it would have been a felony, etc.

Rambled. Thanks for the support, prayers.
 
Christ_empowered said:
Someone just said I have a federal warrant? I hope I don't, obviously. I doubt I do, is the thing. The only reason I got probation, the only reason the record seems to be sealed....
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We all know about how powerful our spoken words are, right? It's all throughout scripture, the power of life and death are in the tongue. So it occurs to me that these things that these people say to you are in fact curses.

Now of course you know it is not true. You got probation or whatever.It is a closed case. You can't have a warrant unless you've been into mischief. Nevertheless, these curses were spoken over your life so it's important that you do not doubt and also to reject the curses from upon you. I'd reject them aloud right then and there, probably under my breath so as not to provoke a situation but aloud nonetheless.

Do not speak doubt Brother. You have been given authority in the name and character of Jesus, the name above all names. Walk in this authority and never accept what any of the people say.

Doubt brings unbelief. When you doubt your position in Christ you have therefore accepted their curse and could make it to come about as a reality in your life. Confidence and faith in the Lord works the same way. Faith is the substance.

I think every time this happens to you that it is a spiritual attack upon you.
 
Christ_empowered said:
I dont get it. Get ready for work detail, etc. Nothing showed up when I paid for a legit, national background check. I think my 1 thing was sealed?
I do have lots of enemies. It seems to have intensified since getting saved. True story. Plus, my parents are doing well financially, and they have enemies who tried to ruin their careers, etc. Sounds dramatic...I think it's just the way the world works, especially when upward mobility comes into play.
So please, please keep my parents and me up in prayer. Thanks.
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I identify with you having enemies. This is part of your spiritual walk with Jesus. Satan talks people who listen to him into thinking you are a threat. As a Christian you are a threat to Satan, so stay strong. Suffering can bring you down or bring you closer to God. Your choice. I will pray for your parents and for you. Please pray for me too. I have cluster headaches and people attack me all the time for really petty things. I call my migraines my "crown of thorns," and accept them in remembrance of Christ's time on the cross.
 
Praying. Good day, overall. Car without sticker in my space. Afraid of conflict. Moving on...

Cluster headaches sound dreadful. So sorry. The TV tells me that botox can help, somehow. Ask a doctor?
 
Thanks for the support. After suffering for 5 years thinking it was just my lot in life I've decided to go to the neurologist on the 10th of September. I'm hoping she can offer me something besides narcotics. When it comes to suffering I think I have paid my dues. Take care. You're in my prayers.
 
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