I’m blessed
. It’s not just stuff although we live in a material world
and Hebrews has an entire section dedicated to discussing Christ Jesus’ humanity and how He knows what each of us go through because He is God made Flesh. So…
I’m beginning to see that my life has been ruined
largely by the so called helping professions and then God moved and…
Ruined life. Sad broken shell
of a human being. Now? Normal healthy apparently a high iq estimate wonderful parents and…
Maybe I should just buck up and get over it?
But it gets intense sometimes and it’s more a creepy feeling of oppression than it is a need for approval or anything.
It’s people openly talking about my alphabet soup
of psych labels
. It’s getting coffee
️ at a new drive thru place and then overhearing…because they were so loud…
People talking junk about my parents and me. My parents are thankfully
retired and healthy doing well and…
They aren’t reclusive but they don’t really engage with that many people. I’m borderline reclusive because of this lol
Ugh
people openly talking about having me evicted…in a local convenience store
. I didn’t know that woman
and…
Ugh
it’s not intense in a drama
way but it is unnerving and creepy and gets me off kilter…
Or when people say they’re going to get my power cut off or water
shut off and…
It’s extra creepy when I can’t even get my mostly junk mail without having to call
the post office
occasionally.
I dunno
accentuate the positive. This is mostly jibber jabber around me with no major effect on my actual life day to day.
Creepy! Oppressive! And confusing
!
Thanks