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Dusty92
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My whole life I've been a Pastor's kid and I've seen my share of mental breakdowns and people that have gotten physically hurt.
But until today I have never really sat down to think about what I purpose in live is, I thought it was to try to live my life for God and try to witness to people who need to be saved from the punishment for sin. Most of my 17 years of my life I thought that way. Then something came to mind afew minutes ago that said, "Maybe I have no purpose here, what if no one really knows why we are here and just made a book, "The Bible" to try to keep everyone in order and keep from having a MASSIVE terror reign. " Don't tell me how tons of different people contributed a story that matched. I REALLY DON'T CARE!
In my church I see the MOST HYPOCRITICAL, most selfish people, turn into good little boys and girls for one hour a week! I'm sick of feeling like I have to play nice to everyone just because the bible told me to!
I remember when I was young and asking the Lord Jesus Christ into my heart, I will never forget that feeling I had. BUT 8 years later I FEEL NONE OF THAT LOVE!!
Someone at school started going off about how my religion is wrong but what if everyones religion is wrong?
I really want to feel that love again but I am afraid it has left to never return.
All I'm asking is for people to pray, and help me find that love again.
But until today I have never really sat down to think about what I purpose in live is, I thought it was to try to live my life for God and try to witness to people who need to be saved from the punishment for sin. Most of my 17 years of my life I thought that way. Then something came to mind afew minutes ago that said, "Maybe I have no purpose here, what if no one really knows why we are here and just made a book, "The Bible" to try to keep everyone in order and keep from having a MASSIVE terror reign. " Don't tell me how tons of different people contributed a story that matched. I REALLY DON'T CARE!
In my church I see the MOST HYPOCRITICAL, most selfish people, turn into good little boys and girls for one hour a week! I'm sick of feeling like I have to play nice to everyone just because the bible told me to!
I remember when I was young and asking the Lord Jesus Christ into my heart, I will never forget that feeling I had. BUT 8 years later I FEEL NONE OF THAT LOVE!!
Someone at school started going off about how my religion is wrong but what if everyones religion is wrong?
I really want to feel that love again but I am afraid it has left to never return.
All I'm asking is for people to pray, and help me find that love again.