Guys I really need help with this question it has been in my mind for weeks.
You guys know in john , Jesus heals a blind beggar man and says its not sin, it's for the glory of God. Or it's so God's work may be displayed.
Every article or talk I've seen explaining this says it's for the glory of God. Which then makes me think God made that man blind just for his glory. Now that causes turmoil in me because I cannot believe God would make a poor blind man suffer for years and Years just so he can heal. Now if the man was blind just from the sin and fallen state of the world and God healed him I get it. But every where I look it doesnt say that. It says it was purely for God's glory to be revealed.
Now on top of this on tiktok there has been some people with disabilities that come on my for you page. And honestly it breaks my heart so much. I think to myself why are these poor people dealing with these physical illnesses? Some of these illnesses are so sad. Theres a small baby missing all her Limbs. Theres another with a face deformed. And many more. I mean I can't grasp the fact that God would allow people and babies to suffer like this just for his glory.
Now on top of this in my mind God is healer. I can personally say God healed me from my depression, anxiety, suicide thoughts, as well as a extreme pulsing sensation in my stomach that would drive me crazy. Now my boyfriend has also had epilepsy. And God also healed him. I also know another lady that had a cancer. God took away her tumors.
So I have turmoil inside because I have so many questions. On one hand God healed me and those around me. On another hand a lot of people have illnesses and aren't heal. On another hand the passage in john says blindness was for God's glory. And on the other hand God in the bible has brought illness on some people as well as healed them.
So I really need help. What is the truth? I love God I want a close relationship with him but my mind is split in two just because of this question. Thank you guys for reading and I apologize for writing so much.
You guys know in john , Jesus heals a blind beggar man and says its not sin, it's for the glory of God. Or it's so God's work may be displayed.
Every article or talk I've seen explaining this says it's for the glory of God. Which then makes me think God made that man blind just for his glory. Now that causes turmoil in me because I cannot believe God would make a poor blind man suffer for years and Years just so he can heal. Now if the man was blind just from the sin and fallen state of the world and God healed him I get it. But every where I look it doesnt say that. It says it was purely for God's glory to be revealed.
Now on top of this on tiktok there has been some people with disabilities that come on my for you page. And honestly it breaks my heart so much. I think to myself why are these poor people dealing with these physical illnesses? Some of these illnesses are so sad. Theres a small baby missing all her Limbs. Theres another with a face deformed. And many more. I mean I can't grasp the fact that God would allow people and babies to suffer like this just for his glory.
Now on top of this in my mind God is healer. I can personally say God healed me from my depression, anxiety, suicide thoughts, as well as a extreme pulsing sensation in my stomach that would drive me crazy. Now my boyfriend has also had epilepsy. And God also healed him. I also know another lady that had a cancer. God took away her tumors.
So I have turmoil inside because I have so many questions. On one hand God healed me and those around me. On another hand a lot of people have illnesses and aren't heal. On another hand the passage in john says blindness was for God's glory. And on the other hand God in the bible has brought illness on some people as well as healed them.
So I really need help. What is the truth? I love God I want a close relationship with him but my mind is split in two just because of this question. Thank you guys for reading and I apologize for writing so much.